Wednesday, February 19, 2014

An Unlike Savior --Part of a Dream 1:53am/2.19.2014

Quick post(lol "yeah right..", I know. Quick to me) It's about a dream I had just a bit ago, another freaky as moment in the dream that made me wake up and check myself ha

Quick setting of dream- Tropical island or just an area that appears to be. I'm with several people. I remember running, jumping, wrestling struggle, hit a tree pretty hard with my chest mostly my left side around where the last 3 ribs are. I over calculated how hard to jumping off and wham. I thought I broke a rib.
We got away. Can still remember the heat/cold from the air, sweat, exhaustion. We went for hours.
I woke up on my back. Ground had some long feather shaped wilting leaves, body feeling sore as hell. My chest hurt the most. Had a quick flash of hitting the tree with my chest, most of it was a blur. Two women were sitting backs against a tree leaning on each other, out cold. A darker skin guy with short dreads had a cut down his arm that looked mostly to had stopped bleeding. Saw a quick flash of hitting that tree again
Chest tightened up in a spasm and I groaned a little. It woke the guy up.
The guy told me to lie still in some sort of accent I couldn't make out. "An hour or two more. You are a lucky to hit tree howhere you did so." Flash to hitting tree again but it was clearer. The tree had a dark spot on it. Chest tensed up painfully and I groaned louder. The guy got leather straps or something I don't know what it was, but he put it in my mouth to bite on, holding my arms telling me I need to let it be until it's finished. Another string of muscle tenses and sharp pain woke the girls up sluggishly yelling at him to let me go, I was in and out, but whatever he said or did made them help him. One of the women were crying Sharpest pain yet happened and it faded to black.
I woke up. My chest was sore and still stinging, but not as bad it was. I felt like I'd been asleep for days. The girls were leaning against the same tree. The guy was against a tree closer to where I was than the previous one. I rolled onto
my right side avoiding anything touching my left ribs. Didn't help much. I walked out towards the water. By the sun, it was either sunrise or sunset, waited a bit to see it was lighting up, it was morning. Another slight pinch in my chest, made me sssss but not groan. More of a nuisance paper cut now. Felt my chest move or something move on it. I said "what the fuck is that" under my breath, which somehow woke the guy up or maybe he was awake and I didn't notice. I lifted my shirt up to see something of a dark black spot looking like moving dirt or ants, and what looked to be really small larvae of some sort. The guy grabbed my arms and expected me to flip out(I was about to) said something about cleaning the wound and that I was lucky to land on a nest of them as I did because the broke branch that stuck me between my ribs would have caused me to bleed a lot and more than likely get an infection. said something about their saliva having anti-biotic properties, that when they attach to an animal, they live off clotted blood. They bite to make the blood flow which they ingest, mix it with their saliva, spit a little out. ingest until platelets thicken it. The they start piling it together (the dark dirt).

Eventually I do rip it off, it hurt, and was crazy to see let alone feel. But it wasn't a movement to ponder and watch in awe. someone spotted us and we started running again. As I was pulling it off, leading for me to rip the majority of the blah insect or whatever it was off.

Told my mum, and she agreed "where the hell does your brain come up with this shit?" I need cigarette and rest. I can barely function right now. I answered 10-20 phone calls while trying to sleep, because absolutely no one here will answer the phone if they're trying to sleep. They ignore it, even when they know an especially important call is coming. So.. I'm zombie dead. coffee is keeping me from collapsing. moo...